from Whitley Strieber:A Man of Courage has DiedMonday, August 22, 2011
Budd Hopkins died on August 21 after a years-long struggle with cancer.
He will be little remarked outside of the small community of witnesses and
researchers who care about the great enigma that is the hidden center of the
human experience, but the work he did in this world and on behalf of
mankind was of incalculable importance and I hope one day that his achievement
will be honored in the manner it deserves.
He did not approve of my approach to this enigma, but we had more in common
than he realized. In any case, I forgave him for his various attacks on me
as soon as they happened. I responded to them no more than absolutely necessary
to protect my good name. I did this because I knew that they arose out
of the strength of his conviction that the close encounter experience
is an arbitrary intrusion into human life that offers us no benefit.
He was a true pioneer, and his effort on behalf of us close-encounter witnesses,
or, as he preferred to call us, abductees, was a noble gift both to us and
to mankind. He gave his life to us, and he deserves no less from us than
the greatest respect we can offer.
With that in mind, I wish to remember him now in the context of what he did
for me after I came to him with my own report of my December, 1985 encounter.
The first step I took after the encounter was to go to my doctor. I had been
warned earlier in the year by a member of Senator Kennedy's office staff
that there was a rumor that the Administration might play some dirty tricks on
me because of my book Warday, which had very much annoyed them.
So I thought that it was possible that I had been assaulted. I also worried
that, if not an assault, then there might be some organic brain disease involved.
The idea of alien abduction initially did not cross my mind.
But due to a book my brother had given me for Christmas, I subsequently
became aware that some people believed in alien abductions. Budd was
mentioned in the book so I tracked him down and went to visit him at his
home in Manhattan. I found a kind, welcoming and dedicated man.
At the time, I already knew that I had been raped, but I could not bear to
say this. In fact, I was unable to say it to anybody for twenty years, and have
only recently begun to be able to talk about it directly at all.
Budd, though, was immediately sensitive to my suffering. He had already spoken
to many witnesses and I'm sure he knew without being told the whole story
what I was going through. He was open-hearted and, above
all, giving
of his resources, his mind and his support, not only to me but to
all the other
witnesses who entered his life.
I can very well remember the thoughts that passed through my mind on the
night after I met him. I felt supported. I felt cherished. Suddenly, no matter
what had happened to me, there was somebody in my life to whom it
mattered, and who had not burst out laughing when I described the bizarre
creatures I had seen and the difficult encounter I'd had with them.
As is true to this day, I was bearing pain from the rape I had experienced.
A very private man, I'd also had semen taken from me, which had completely
shattered me both for the physical intrusion and the sense of spiritual
violation involved.
Budd listened to all this with kindness and a patient effort at inquiry.
It was only later, when I turned toward this enigmatic presence and began
attempting communication that he and I parted ways. He told me frankly that
he thought that any positive human repsonse might lead to trouble for many
more people. He thought that encouraging our visitors was a grave and
dangerous mistake. On this point, we disagreed.
He did not just listen to me. He listened to thousands of people. He listened to
our stories, he struggled with their meaning, and he tried and tried and tried
to gain some sort of final evidence that would make the world sit up and take notice.
Budd was not a professional researcher. He was an artist who chose to
invalidate himself with many in that community by his dedication to people
and a subject that most intellectuals consider laughable.
However, he pioneered a great advancement in human knowledge.
He did this by enabling there to be focus on an experience that, prior to his
addressing it, had been so well concealed in our folklore, and so rejected by
the educated public, that it had virtually no presence in the culture,
much less any social cushion for those impacted by it.
I will remember until the day I die what this marvelous human being did
for me when I was absolutely desperate and at my wit's end.
He never attempted to impose his beliefs on me, and after he introduced me
to Dr. Donald Klein, I told Dr. Klien that I believed that I had been assaulted by
people, not by some sort of aliens. His initial attempt in hypnotizing me
was thus forensic. We hoped that some clearer impression of what I certainly
thought was a very human crime would emerge.
What emerged was not that. It was what Budd had expected.
And, once again, as I descended into a state of literally fantastic terror at the
realization of what I was actually facing, he was there with his kindness
and his friendship, and a group of similarly afflicted witnesses, offering support.
Budd never asked for a penny. He never asked for much of anything.
He gave himself, heart, mind and soul, to the exploration of a great enigma.
Honor, thus, the life of a true pioneer and a human being of extraordinary value.
Regret the stilling of his voice. Never doubt the importance of the work he did.
Goodbye friend and mentor and sometime enemy. Go with God.