Post by beatlas231 on Nov 21, 2016 10:38:40 GMT -5
You know IWILL, back in high school I used to be obsessed with birth dates and initials that would sound complex to talk about.. but I think I still do half the things without even being consciously aware of it... yet anyway
Post by beatlas231 on Nov 21, 2016 10:50:43 GMT -5
And I was anticipating THIS all of this right here but I was looking in different places.. YouTube, Facebook.. kind of stopped after a certain point years ago but I needed to find myself again..
It's just so mind blowing how the entire thing happened in hindsight. (I still google to see what's "mysteriously found" after never being heard of..
The letter that was released, I saw the anger and paranoia then and I remember how I have to keep up with things like I do now, no matter what just keep going. I can't read that letter and say I was surprised by anything.. I remember it was really almost like I allowed myself to be in this situation where I'm being haunted by some thing that isn't visible.. and to hear how everything was the best ally time was hard to imagine.. then of course 5 years later the interviews are out talking about hindsight and regretting everything said because by that time, most of it was all come to acceptance with by then..
Now I can say you both had helped me immensely and I really want to show you how much I can appreciate you guys helping find and identify everything over, even though it's been hell I think it'll really turn around soon